August -

When someone says I’m bossy, all I hear is I’m a leader.
When someone says my thoughts are weird, all I hear is I’m one of a kind. 
When people say I’m picky in a relationship, all I hear is I know what I want clearly and I won’t never be a fool in love.
When people say I don’t love to work or I’m a lazy person, all I hear is I truly know how to live at the moment and really enjoy my life.
When people say I’ve changed a lot and different with others, all I hear is I’ve improved so much and I’m better than you. 
Don’t let people define you; you need to know what you truly want and you’re the one and only that no one can replace you.

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September-
People might yearn so many things from Korean dramas, magazines, advertisements, televisions and social medias. ( It definitely effects you the most.) Just like some dream jobs and life. But we all know that the truth is not like what they show in front of us. I mean, neither sugarcoat things to much nor lie yourself. Sugarcoat might be a sickness in these days.

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October-
It’s Scorpio season already and it’s almost my birthday. But I’m neither happy nor excited. 
As long as I’m going to turn to the new chapter in my life, my mood is being complicated and anxious at the same time. The only good side is I’m grateful for time bringing me wisdom every year. I truly appreciate everything that happened to me, either good or bad. I’ve learned many things from them.
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But the anxious side is sometimes I don’t know right from left or up from down, which means, with getting older I don’t know what’s the right thing should I do? What’s the right position should I be? Should I do something or stop something? It’s like self-doubt and my whole life falls apart. Neither I still have no ideas about what I’ll become in 5 or 10 years nor I couldn’t image it.
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I’m afraid of facing it; I hate hearing when someone tells me oh…you’re XXX years old already and you even haven’t done…yet etc.
I’m afraid of I can’t reach my personal goals, also you even don’t know I wake up in fears either. I know all of them are the process of growth.
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Actually, there is no answer to me, the only thing I can do is living a life for myself, maybe it will be enough.